Moosh's BLOG

2007-02-07T03:47:00.000-05:00

So i haven't posted in forever because of the new switch over with Blogger and Google...it was pissing me off for awhile so i just never signed in and forgot about my blog until now....well, since my last post was in the summer when it was hotter than a bitch, i guess it's only fitting that this one is posted in the dead of winter in michigan when it's cold as fuck....i have the weather fed to my computer live and right now it says that it's 5 degrees out and with the wind chill it "feels like" -6 degrees....yes that is six degrees fahrenheit below zero....this blows...i'm moving...lol any who....i got out of the retail business and am now working at a doctor's office which i know find relieving because i don't feel as much like a work horse as i did when i worked in retail...i actually feel educated and appreciated for my hard work...which when compared to retail does not feel like work at all...also when i worked in retail the boss would tell me every now and then that they appreciated the shit load of work i did for them, but i always knew they never really meant it...next month is march...which means march 17 th is coming up and march 17th is...u guessed it...St. Patty's Day!!! and with this being my first St. Patty's Day as a Legally potential alcoholic, my friends and i got the wise idea to wake up early on march 17th (or what we classify as early) and sit our asses in a good 'ole irish pub all day and drink until we can't see straight for eternity...sounds like loads of fun right? hell yes...it's just finding the schmuck that wants to be the designated driver thats the problem...

2006-07-31T22:20:00.000-04:00

soooo....it's hotter than a bitch outside and it's 10:00pm...in michigan....lemme check the weather channel website so i can tell you how hot it is at the very moment i am typing this.......................................and it is 86 degrees farenheit out...which it says that it feels like 96 degrees....holy shit...can't stress this enough...it is 10:00pm in michigan...it sucks if it gets that hot during the day...what the hell...mother nature hates us....anyways...because of this sudden spike in temperature this summer, my family and i are all camping out in the living room tonight....because it is the only place in our house that we have air conditioning....i've told my dad time and time again "why don't we just get central air?" but he doesn't listen because he doesn't like to spend money....so this is weird, my dad is sleeping on the floor directly infront of me, while my mom is sleeping on the couch and my sister is in the big chair behind me....moving on from ridiculous weather....it's been awhile since my last post and yes i did get completely and utterly hammered on my 21st birthday...a rather fun and forgetful event...i can't remember half of what happened....which was completely and totally awesome....let's just say i have a really high tolerance for alcohol...here is a list of what my friends told me it took to get me drunk...because i sure as hell can't remember....I had a 'red-headed slut', a 'sex on the beach', 7, count them...7 shots of tequila, 2 shots of straight yaeger (er however you spell it), 1 shot of '151', 2 long island iced teas...and I think that was it.....so what is that...14 drinks?....i think that's outrageous....considering that i didn't puke and all i woke up with the next morning was a little bit of a sour stomach...oh well....the new job at cabela's is still going good, i still like my job...i just recently met one of my friends new boyfriends the other night...me, brandi, adam , my friend, and their boyfriend went to see Lady in the Water at the theatre...I thought it was a good movie...I believe it is one of those movies that serious people will not get, they won't like it, I think you have to be a creative and open-minded person to like that movie....after the movie we went back to brandi's and sat around the fire, while i was talking on my phone to my friend's ex-boyfriend while their new one was sitting right in front of me...lol...oh well, I love Simon, he's the best....well....I'm gonna go now....hopefully i get on this thing more often...hopefully....

2006-06-02T23:36:00.000-04:00

So.....i got a new job...I no longer work at Wal-mart anymore...thank the lord...I love the people I work with...but 2 1/2 years is enough I think...lol...I now work at Cabela's in Dundee....I'm a Cashier...my first day was actually today...I got my cool and spiffy work shirt...lol...ummm...what else do I have to update on....OH! I turn 21 this year!!!!....July 6th I will be 21 years old...and I'm planning on inviting everyone I possibly friggin' know out to Pub 13 in Ypsilanti to help me get drunk...My philosphy has always been..you only turn 21 once...so you better do it the right way (being rushed to the hospital in an ambulance from alcohol poisoning!! I'm just kidding)....so anyways...I should have more details later....I've never been to Pub 13 before because it is a 21 and older joint...but my sister has been there...and told me that it's a dueling piano bar...i guess they will play ANY song you request on the piano...it'll be pretty friggin' sweet....so uhhh yeah...I'm a fun drunk...I'm very outgoing, polite...i swear a lot...I'm not violent whatsoever...I'm a happy drunk...so if you wanna be entertained...come see me drunk...lol...what else...did you check out my last blog? the one below this one? what amazing crap that is...i didn't know my sister had that in her...geez...my mom sent the passage to one of her online friends, I guess he's a journalist...and he basically said my sister had real talent...so if your wondering...my sister is changing career paths....AGAIN....she no longer wants to be a teacher, but she wants to work in PR...or Public Relations...PR's usually work for companies, celebrities, things of that nature to work out things with "the public".... for example...if rapper Eminem did something bad...his PR people would have to cover for him...what fun those poor people have...lol...oh well...I'm really tired...I guess I'll go...later...

2006-05-18T00:33:00.000-04:00

This is a blog post from myspace that my sister wrote...it's absolutley one of the best essays I have ever read....I just wanted to post this on my blog so that others could read it as well...

This was written by my sister, Jessica....not me....

Click here to visit her myspace

["Realization & Inspiration

A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH!

Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes.

This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter). and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect, and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are and its OK. (They are entitled to their own views and opinions.) And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself, and in the process a sense of newly found confidence is born of self-approval.

You stop bitching and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that not everyone will always be there for you, and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.

You stop judging and pointing fingers, and you begin to accept people as they are, and to over look their shortcomings and human frailties and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.

You realize that much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is a result of all the messages and opinions that have been engrained into your psyche. And you begin to sift through all the crap you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, how much you shouldn't weigh, what you should wear, where you should shop, what you should drive, how and where you should live, what you should do for a living, who you should sleep with, who you should marry, what you should expect of a marriage, the importance of having and raising children, or what you owe your parents.

You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing, and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with, and in the process you learn to go with your instincts. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility, and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry, and that martyrs get burned at the stake.

Then you learn about love. Romantic love and familial love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving, and when to walk away. You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship. You learn that you will not be more beautiful, more intelligent, more lovable, or important because of the man or woman on your arm or the child that bears your name.

You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situations, and outcomes. You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love. and you learn that you don't have the right to demand love on your terms. Just to make you happy. And, you learn that 'alone' does not mean lonely.

And you look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10 and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head and agonizing over how you "stack up." You also stop working so hard at putting feelings aside, smoothing things over, and ignoring your needs.

You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK. . . and that it is your right to want things that you want. and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands. You come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity, and respect, and you will not settle for less. And you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you, to glorify you with his or her touch. and in the process you internalize the meaning of self-respect.

And you learn that your body really is your temple. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water, and taking more time to exercise. You learn that fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear, so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul, so you take more time to laugh and to play.

You learn that, for the most part, in life you get what you believe you deserve. and that much of life is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for, and that wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success, you need direction, discipline, and perseverance.

You also learn that no one can do it all alone and its OK to risk asking for help. You learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time: FEAR itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears, because you know that whatever happens you can handle it, and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms.

You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn that life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve, and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people. On these occasions you learn not to personalize things. You learn that you aren't being punished, it's just life happening. And you learn to deal with evil in its most primal state - the ego.

You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy, and resentment must be understood and redirected, or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.

You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls. You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower. Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself. by yourself, and you try to make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever settle for less than your heart's desire. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every possibility."]

2006-05-10T23:58:00.000-04:00

So, I just found out yesterday the official release date and prices for the Playstation 3....I'm excited, yet disappointed at the same time. The U.S. release date for the PS3 is November 17th, only 6 months away...but the down side is the price...or prices, I should say. Rather than taking a different route than Microsoft, Sony has decided to release the PS3 in two different versions. The cheaper version, which comes with a 20 GB internal hard drive...and no Wi-Fi...is $499.00, the more expensive version, which has a 60 GB internal hard drive, and ta-da!...has Wi-Fi is a staggering $599.00....that's nuts...of course the Playstation 3 is a kick ass system, with the advantage of backward compatability, and of course...a blue ray disc player...it will be worth the $599.00 price tag, but damn....normal people can't afford that...i will be saving for awhile before i purchase mine...of course I will be getting one....eventually, of course....I'm excited about the new games for the PS3....God of War and Grand Theft Auto 4...are among my favorites...Heavenly Sword is up there too....One thing I'm a little sad about is the release of Fable 2 for the Xbox 360...I won't be buying an Xbox 360...unless by some miraculous event that I have $400.00 just lying around with nothing to do with it...I have the first Fable, and it kicked ass...shoot, I bought an Xbox just so I could play it...my mom thought I was nuts...oh well, it was a good game and worth every penny... but I won't be playing Fable 2 :( Another thing, that I believe is "news worthy"....I think I might be one of the 10,000 finalists in the Da Vinci Code Google Quest....which will be kick ass if I am....If I am that means I get a replica Cryptex from the movie..a $300.00 value...I guess I'll find out on Monday...that's when google is sending the confirmation e-mails to all of the finalists...wish me luck...so I found out today that I will be getting my associates degree this semester...glad that's over with...lol...next step -> either find a good job...or go back to school for a second degree...choices, choices...I'm gonna go now...l4t3rz...

2006-04-08T23:52:00.000-04:00

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2005-12-27T13:02:00.000-05:00

I had a really good Christmas this year....even though i didn't get a lot of presents it was awesome....the stuff i got was the best....Lets see, I got a three dvd set of the the old BBC movies of the Chronicles of Narnia...I've loved those movies ever since i was young...i have the original version of the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe on vhs and it always sucked watching it because the movie was so long it wouldn't fit on one vhs tape, so i would have to get up in the middle of the movie and change tapes...now i have it on dvd and i'm absolutely thrilled. What else, I got a Shel Silverstein book, I love Shel Silverstein....it was definatley an unexpected gift...He's been my favorite author, once again, ever since I was young...I had always wanted to buy all of his books, but they've always been too expensive (i.e. $30.00 a book) and I've never really had enough to buy all of them....I got the Nightmare Before Christmas video game for the PS2, I started playing it over Brandizzle's cuz she has it, but now i get to start my own game....I got the King Arthur dvd, the movie with Clive Owen...I love that movie...i've watched it every day since christmas morning...haha what else...my sister gave me a $100.00 gift card for fashion bug so i can buy some new clothes....my mom also got me Flatout for the PS2...that game is awesome...u can fly your driver out the windshield at targets!! violence in video games is always fun, cuz no one gets hurt...lol....well i hope everyone who celebrates Christmas had a good one...now i'm gonna go blow $100.00 on clothes...haha lol

2005-12-25T16:00:00.000-05:00

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

2005-12-22T23:16:00.000-05:00

so today was kinda fun, i spent almost the entire day with my dad... u know, a year or so ago, that would seem like torture for me...but somehow things have gotten better and my dad isn't such an asshole anymore. We went x-mas shopping for my mom today, i swear, if i wouldn't have gone, my mom would have some crappy presents right about now...haha lol...i'm excited christmas is only a couple of days away, and i want my friggin' presents haha....i'm kind of insecure of what i got my sister this year. I'm not exactly sure if she'll like it or not, the only thing she told me she wanted for christmas this year was the "Polar Express" dvd...yeah right...i saw that movie and i will not condone the advertisement nor the distribution of that film...lol...com'on Tom Hanks is the voice of almost every friggin' character in that movie...when I saw Tom Hanks' name on the cover of the dvd above the title, i expected him to, you know, contribute to the making of the film, not be the film, and every single character trying to change his voice with each one (which he isn't really good at, because u can tell almost every one is him). Don't get me wrong, the only thing I found good about that movie was the graphics of it, they were amazing. Except for the way one of the kids walked...he looked like he waddled...oh well...anyways, my mom got me an early christmas present today...I wanted the PS2 game 'Flatout' for x-mas, it's the game that lets you eject your driver out of the front windshield to hit targets and what not, it's pretty funny, actually, ragdoll physics are awesome...well, i guess that's enough for now...i have to work tomorrow at 8 a.m. and it's getting kinda late....later

2005-12-19T13:50:00.000-05:00

Skool is out!!! w00t! now i just have to work on finishing up christmas shopping, i don't know what grades i've gotten yet, but i'll find out soon enough....for the past couple of days i have been waking up at around 1:00 p.m., it's crazy...the reason i would gather for the this late sleeping routine?? Hanging out with friends until 5 in the morning...that sounds like a good reason....for the past week or so, on random nights, brandi, christine, rob, fudoli, jacques and I would all hang out with some other cool people...we have good times, haha....i love my new group of friends...i kinda compare them to a breath of fresh air...something new, u know, doing things u wanna do, just having fun and hanging out and doing crazy stuff, all while trying not to wake up the parents....haha lol....don't get me wrong though, i haven't completely bailed on the friends i had before, me and aaron still talk, we don't get to see each other very often, but it's all good...i still have to get him a christmas present...hopefully this year he doesn't get his christmas present this summer, i'll work on being a little more shall we say, on time...haha...who else, i still get to talk to Tommy Boy online every now and then on AIM, but not often...as for the rest of them, i have no idea how things are between us, it's all just a case of "hoes before bros" in a manner of speaking...well, i think i'm gonna go sit down in front of the old tele, and watch a friggin' movie, don't know what's on...but i'm sure i'll find something....

2005-12-09T16:02:00.000-05:00

Well, I've finally gotten bored with the old blog template, so I've changed it to this one....I guess I like this one because it's much more cleaner looking...besides the tagboard, I have to work on the way that thing looks..haha....My last day of school for this semester is the 19th...after that I am free from homework, and tests, w00t! Working in the electronics department is fun, stressful, but fun...I get frustrated when people ask me questions in regard to how certain things work (i.e. computers/mp3 players/gaming consoles) and I know how to answer their question, I just have a hard time putting it in lamens terms for them....the people I work with are also very cool, and so is my manager...I liked being on ics, but somehow my niche has always been electronics....when my sister worked in that department i would always tell her :"Jessica, u should quit and find another job so i can have yours"...haha...and soon enough, she did...but not for that reason..she lives in Dundee now and works at Cabela's...I hardly get to see her anymore...It's kinda funny, when she lived at home we hated each others guts, sure we loved one another, we're family....but we always fought.....now that she has moved out, when she comes to visit, i find myself missing class, and dropping plans to hang out with friends just so i can spend time with her....we finally have our christmas tree put up and all of my dads crazy santa's he has a huge collection of them and it still is growing....he always threatens to get one of those life size ones that talk....i swear if i walk into our dark living room at night and that thing is in there, first i'll have a heart attack, and then i'll throw the damn thing out of the house....haha....well, i guess that's enough writing for now....

2005-11-18T00:07:00.000-05:00

wow....it's been forever since i've posted...i know...i was supposed to keep up on this thing...but well, stuff happens...so it's been like 3 months since i've last posted and a lot has happened... my classes are going really good at school...i just got my graduation audit in the mail and it looks like I only have 4 more classes to take and i'll get my degree....and i've already registered for all of them...saturday will be my first day in electronics...i'm extremely excited...haha...well...i know this is a fairly short blog entry for the amount of time that has gone by but...i gotta jet...c ya...

2005-08-27T21:54:00.000-04:00

currently i'm watching 'tommy boy'....i love this movie...it is awwweeesssommmeee..i'm at the part in the movie where tommy boy does the "fat guy in a little coat" routine...one of my coworkers sort of reminds me of chris farley....he does the hair flippy thing that tommy boy does..and even some of his random actions remind me of him...the shocking thing about it is...is that he has never seen the movie 'tommy boy'!!! i was shocked!!! i said to him...."you act like him and you've never seen the movie?? what the hell is wrong with you??" haha...lol....so my sister is moving to dundee...she showed me where they are going to live....so now i know where it's at....i went to the doctor this past monday because i have this horrible sharp pain in my side every time i breathe normally....i thought i pulled a muscle at work or something...so the doctor took x-rays and it turns out that i have pneumonia....'walking' pneumonia to be exact...apparantley walking pneumonia causes you to have the sharp pain that i am experiencing...don't know how the hell i got it...but i gots it...haha....so i've been off work for a few days which sucks because i still have the sharp pain in my side...and i also will have a sucky check....so... anyways....i start school this coming wednesday...my first class is InDesign Desktop Publishing....InDesign is a graphics program....so that class should be fun...other than that class i am also taking 3D Animation, Principles of Marketing, and Word Processing...which is basically learning how to use Microsoft Word....i don't even know why i need that class....i already know how to use Microsoft Word...i have been able to ever since....shoot...5th or 6th grade?....oh well...i guess i'll suffer through the pointlessness of this class...i need to graduate so i guess i can't complain....well...i'm gonna go know...and focus all of my attention on watching tommy boy...before they cut to commercial the movie was at the part where tommy boy convinces the waitress to cook him some chicken wings....buh bye now...

2005-08-17T19:08:00.000-04:00

sooooooo.....i splurged on something i probably shouldn't have...but i did anyway...haha....i bought an ipod mini.....it was around $200.00....my ipod can store 4 gigs of music....right now i have around 1.2 days worth of music on it and it is only at 1/2 capacity.....i'm happy, it works niiiccceee....i also bought my plane tickets to see bill in february....i'm going to see him february 25th throughout the 4th of march....on september 17th brandizzle and i are going to see MCR, Alkakline Trio and Reggie and the Full Effect at the EMU Convocation Center....but it think i mentioned that in the previous post...i finally got the last present for my friend, aaron, in the mail....i've been debating on whether to get it for him...so finally, i just said screw it and bought it for him...yesterday, today, and tomorrow are usually my days off of work for the week...but this week they sent me to the wal-mart store in canton, michigan to help them prepare for their inventory which takes place this coming tuesday...so i've been waking up at 6 a.m....you cannot even believe how early that is for me to wake up....on my regular work days i wake up at 9 a.m. and on my days off i usually sleep until at least 11 a.m...haha...i'm a big sleeper....but since i have been working at the canton store...which is about a half an hour away...i will be working a total of 11 days in a row....w00t!....NOT...haha.....well, i'm gunna go...i wanna t.v. dag nabit!!

2005-08-04T11:47:00.000-04:00

so, a lot has happened since I last posted....my parents left for their month-long vacation on the 17th of July and they should be coming back next week....on July 29th one of my friends got married, the wedding was beautiful and I actually dressed up! When I told my parents over the phone that I was actually dressing up they told me I had to take pictures because they never ever never see me dressed up...I'm a total jeans and t-shirt girl...so we partayed at the ceremony all night long...i think we left crystal gardens at around 1:00 am...on July 31st I went to the Vans Warped Tour... it was soooo hot.....although I didn't have as much fun as i did last year (mostly because thir weren't a lot of the bands that I wanted to see this year) Brandi, little Jessi, and I spent a good 2 1/2 hours in traffic...believe it or not it was fun....we made friends, we talked to people in the cars next to us and watched other kids in traffic being stupid (aka the guys peeing in the middle of the field) that was funny...haha...i bought some cool stuff while i was there, although it was crazay hot and crowded...i'm still glad i went...I had the opportunity to be pinned up against the barrier by the stage by these three little 13 year olds...screaming bloody murder because they saw Gerard fromMCR....i was a bit mad at them....I was all like "Chilllllll...." they were all freakin' out....it was annoying and a bit amusing at the same time.....Gerard looked at them like they were crazy..haha....although MCR is my favorite band at the moment....the real reason why I wanted to go to the Warped tour was to see the Offspring play live...I have been a fan of their music ever since I was 12 and I had never gotten to see them live until the warped tour this year...it was awesome!!!! I had a blast...I had the chance to see Travis Barker (drummer for Blink-182 and the Transplants) up close and personal...and I became part of the undead...ooooooo....haha...I went to Denny's after the warped tour with my make-up still on...I looked like a true BAMF...haha....while we were at the MCR booth at the tour...Brandi and I saw a flier on the table that said that MCR, Alkaline Trio, and Reggie and the full Effect are going to be playing at the EMU Convention center in Ypsilanti on Sept. 17...they had presale tickets on MCR's ticketing website at a discounted price, I was lucky enough to nab two of them for Brandi and I before they stopped selling them....well...i gotta go...my laundry needs to be put in the dryer...ttyl

2005-07-13T16:03:00.000-04:00

Soooo, yesterday I went to see my grandma...fun stuff....I love my grandma to death....only, when I went to see my grandma yesterday I found out that one of my "beloved" family members from upstairs thought it would be cool to print out the contents of this page and my myspace page and show them to my grandma....now....what I don't get is why someone would want to do this?? hmmm....it seems that some people are not amused enough by their own lives so, in turn, they have to go medling in the lives of others....NOTE: If the things on this page as well as my myspace page were meant to be seen by my grandmother, I would have printed out the pages and handed them to her MYSELF, got it? It's a disgrace that I have to deal with members of my own family running around behind my back handing out pages of my personal rantings to whoever they see fit....just because what is written on these pages have been published in a public forum does not mean that they should be printed out and spread.....if I wanted someone to see this page and my others, I would've given them the url....anyways...on a brighter and happier note....Willy Wonka comes out in theatres this friday, my friends and I are excited, we're going to see it on friday at the southgate cinema, and on tuesday we are going to see it at the henry ford imax theatre...so that should be fun...I met a new friend..his name is Simon, he lives in Uttica...thats about an hour north of here....he's awesome.....what else....Constantine comes out on dvd this coming tuesday....annnnnddddd.......oh yeah....to the people who live above my grandma and like to print out personal things a shove them in peoples faces....MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-10T21:50:00.000-04:00

hellloooooo everybody....my dad actually made me a birthday cake today....a little less than a week late....but like he says,"better late than never." haha...anywho....i'm just chillin' here watching some super-awesome family guy...i love family guy, it's like the best show on the planet...i'm really worried about my friend, bill, he lives in florida and they just had a huge hurricane hit down there....i don't know which parts of florida it hit but.....BILL, when you read this.....if you read this....call me, or text message me, or e-mail me, or do somethin' to get in touch with me....just let me know that everyone down there is all right....k? i love ya buddy!!!

2005-07-06T12:31:00.000-04:00

Soooo....today's my birthday...20th to be exact. I'm not really that excited about it....I kinda don't wanna be 20...there's somethin' about leaving your childhood behind that's incredibly depressing, just think about it...I'll never be a teenager again....I guess have to just get over it and move on and stop being mushy about it...I'm not really doing anything special today...no party's or plans, no cakes or gifts....although Brandi got me a plushy of Gir stuffing his face with pizza....it's awesome....and she made strawberry shortcake for us (her mom, herself, and me)....it was really good....yummmmmm......welll.....I'm gonna go...my parents leave for their month-long vacation t-minus 11 days....haha

2005-07-02T21:06:00.000-04:00

OMG!!!! I got home today, and the first thing my dad says to me when I get in the door is..."you're not gonna like what you got in the mail..." and, I'm like what?....guess what i got in the mail?...at only the ripe young age of 20....I get called in for jury duty!!!! what the hell....oh well....i guess i have to fill out this stupid questionnaire, and send it in the mail....my dad says i get paid good money for it...plus i don't have to go to work and I still get paid....yay!!! well....i g2g...it's into the shower and off to brandizzle's house for me...bye!

2005-06-29T17:25:00.000-04:00

My mom is the coolest person ever!!!! My dad was, once again, bitching today that I had the day off of work and my mom soooooooo just totally told him what's up....she was all like....'sure she only works 4 days a week, but when she works, she does hard labor for a girl her age, stuff that I wouldn't even think of doing' ....she also told him that he only looks for the negative things that people do instead of the positive...which is utterly and completely true....she just stood there and screamed at him for like 15 minutes and all he could come up with were bullshit excuses, accusations, and theories just to cover his ass and my mom was not hearing any of it....she totally stuck up for me....I love my mommy....she's soooo kick-ass....my mom is a rockstar.....I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!!!!!

2005-06-28T15:57:00.000-04:00

If there had to be one word that would pop into my head right now, it would be 'asshole'....today is my day off work, you know, rest and relax all day because you don't have to work...which would be the point of having a day off work in the first place....you don't have to.....well...my mom woke me up at 9:30 this morning, when she called from work to tell me to turn on the air conditioner...so i did...i went downstairs and turned on the air conditioner....i didn't bother to go outside today, because basically, i had nothing to do today and had no point to go anywhere...so my dad comes home from work at 3:30 and asks me very rudely..."you haven't been outside at all today, have you?" and i said no....so he flipped out and turned the air conditioner off, called me a lazy ass kid, who needs a job, (fyi: I already have one....that is why it's my day off work)...at then tells me to turn off "his" t.v....so I tell him to relax over and over again, and told him he was acting like a child, and then he fired back with a 'oh so hefty and bad-ass': "Now, don't start acting like the mature one here." <-- I'm not kidding that's what he said to me....I told I had no quarrel with him, but yet...he just kept screaming....so he proceeded to attempt to grab the remote from my hand (because, somehow...even though he is already standing he cannot just simply walk to the television, which is only a few short steps away, and turn it off....haha hes such a retard)...that is when I stood up and said "do not start getting violent with me." and he said, "don't even try to square off with me I'll punch you in the face right now"...at that point I threw the remote down and walked away saying, "I should get a baseball bat right now and beat your head in." currently, he is now watching t.v. why he wanted it turned off in the first place is a mystery to me...he turned it right back on...then again, why he started the entire fight in the first place is beyond me....

2005-06-10T20:48:00.000-04:00

Once again, it's been quite a while since I've posted, but not as long as the last gap in postings...as far as my dad and I's quarrel from my last post, it is all long gone and forgotten in his eyes...in the end he ended up going to Wal-mart to get some touch-up paint...but he wasn't able to fix it so he just left it the way it was. He's been acting like nothing has happened, as usual, he's been extremely nice to everyone which is odd....It's unusually hot here in southeastern Michigan....this past week we've had nothing but 90 degree weather...it's humid as hell...and we actually had an official tornado touch-down here in Monroe....if you live in Monroe, or know the vicinity...the Tornado touched-down at the intersection of Ready Rd and Telegraph....so that was pretty close to me....I've heard some hearsay about it and I suppose it wasn't a huge twister it was just a little funnel, but it touched-down nonetheless....I was really scared for a couple of my friends that day, both my friend Aaron and Brandi live right near that intersection....having a tornado this year didn't really surprise me...we've had one due for quite a while now...yesterday we had a bad storm too...it knocked power out in Dundee, we almost lost our cable at my house, but didn't lose power....did I already mention how hot it's been?? I think I did...we've been trying to get my dad to put in the air conditioner so none of us melt to death, but that hasn't been successful. We don't have central air in my house, so we have an air conditioner that my dad keeps in the garage during the winter and it fits in the window in our living room....he won't put it in...he uses the excuse, "If I put the air conditioner in, none of you will leave the house." I don't see any validity in his point considering none of us leave the house in the first place unless we go to work or out with friends and stuff....it wouldn't be anymore different if he would just put the damn thing in...the only thing that would be different is that we wouldn't die from a friggin' heat stroke....oh well....I'm excited...my friends and I are going to see Alkaline Trio on June 19th at Clutch Cargos in Pontiac...the last concert I went to was at Clutch Cargos...we went to see Mindless Self Indulgence...love those guys...I'm also excited that my car is almost paid off...like I have one or two more payments and I'm set....I'm extremely happy about that mainly because that drains about $96.oo out of my bank account every month...so I'm glad that will be payed off and officially mine... haha...I am sitting in front of my television right now, and there was a commercial that was just on for this movie "Land of the Dead" or something like that and they were using theme music from the score of the first Resident Evil...come on....be original and get your own friggin' theme music....haha isn't that pathetic how I know that?? I have the Resident Evil soundtrack and it has the actual score on the soundtrack....I listen to it too much...thats how I know....haha.... well...that's all I'm gonna write for now...so I guess I'll post ya lata....haha I'm such a dork...

2005-05-24T12:42:00.000-04:00

Holy crap, it's been a long time since I've posted....I guess I have been meaning to for, I dunno...the past month or so, but I was just too lazy to actually do it...oh well....My job on ICS is going good, the pay is good and the people I work with are cool...except for this one lady, she is a complete and total bitch for no reason whatsoever. I have never done anything close to even give her a reason to dislike me....I got sick of her behavior so I went to my boss about it....the lazy oaf didn't do anything about it so I went over his head and got him in trouble....she's been nice to me ever since....funny how things play out. Have you ever had the feeling that in order to actually get something done you have to beat someone over the head with a steel baseball bat to get the people that need to do what needs to be done, to actually do it? This past week I have had many instances that lead me to believe that my assumption is true....for instance, this past Saturday the 21st, my sister came home from work and my dad immediatly jumped up and called her a "fucking whore"....my sister is nothing even remotley close to a whore. So my sister calls me, mind you that I'm at T.A. talking with Dina and Melissa, and is crying frantically, while she is driving and is telling me what happened....needless to say I was pissed...the true difference in the way that my sister and I react to my fathers ridiculous behavior is that her feelings actually get hurt when he says stuff, and he knows it....I, on the other hand just become extremely pissed off, and I don't take his shit, and he knows that as well, that's why he never fucks with me. Anyways, the next morning I get ready to go to work, so I walk in my sisters room to tell her goodbye, and she told me "Melissa, all my clothes are gone." My sister doesn't exactley keep the tidiest room in the world, so of course there are clothes on the floor....all of my sisters clothes were gone, like $500.00 worth of shit missing...so I tell her, "One second, I'll be right back." I stomp outside to where my dad is, and I ask him, "Where are her clothes?" he ignores me, it's like talking to a brick wall, I ask him about five more times after that, the only response I get out of him is, "Mind your own business, this is none of your business" so I say, "the fuck it isn't, she's my sister." My poor sister is in her room worried to death, because she can't get ready for work because her stuff is gone....so, with him not taking me seriously, I walked into our garage and grabbed a sledge hammer, walked back outside with it and said,"Tell me where her shit is, or your bike gets it." My dad has an $8,000 motorcycle....just in case you didn't know.... Still, no response from him, so I walked back inside the garage.....see, here is the true fact that I still have a heart even though I am utterly and completely pissed off....I sat down the sledge hammer not having the gull to actually do that much damage to it. But, I know for a fact from observing other people and outcomes of the same types of situations, that if you say your going to do something, you do it, otherwise you look stupid and noone will ever take you seriously and think that you're a retard. So, I picked up a little, round, steel washer and I make about four scratches, each about an inch long, and barely breaking the paint, nothing that a little touch up paint couldn't fix.....so I walk back outside and said rather smuggly, "I scratched your bike, wanna see?" He just looked at me, so I walked back in the house...about ten minutes after I walked inside the house, he came in screaming...all hell broke loose, thank God I grabbed a steak knife to defend both my sister and I...he kept screaming, "I can't belive you scratched my bike!" Well, I told him I did, and I told him I was gonna do something, what's there not to believe? So he told me, "I should shoot you right through the fucking head." I said, "Good , at least I'll die so you can go to prison." He also told me to move out, and that I didn't have a place to live anymore....so I told him, I'm not going anywhere, if anyone is moving out, it's going to be you....So I hope you all had a better weekend than I did....oh yeah, he's also claiming that I owe him $500.00 for a new paint job on his bike....hah....fat chance....I'll buy him a $6.00 tube of touch up paint and the buffer pad, but other than that he's not getting shit from me...live and learn, buddy, live an learn....

2005-04-13T18:49:00.000-04:00

I just received my copy of American McGee's Alice in the mail! It's an awesome game...I have been sitting here for hours playing it..if you have no idea of what I'm talking about...I ordered a pc game online about a week ago, my friend Brandi suggested that I buy it...It's a very warped and macbre version of Alice in Wonderland...it's a very cool game...Alice has a butcher knife she carries around as well as a deck of 52 cards which 'slice and dice' the enemy...those are the only two weapons that I have so far...but there are many more...I just have to find them as I progress in the game... My first weekend of being on ICS was awesome...the people I work with are very cool, and the job pays well...plus I stay busy...so no complaints here....On my way out of work on Saturday I was surprised to find two of my best buds waiting for me at the door...they're such sweethearts....we discussed earlier about going to see Sin City, but I had to work late..but they waited for me anyways...I love my friends and I always have...we had a blast...the movie was awesome...we were late for the 10 o'clock show so we waited around until 10:45pm...the dumbass that I am, I passed Rob's house once, then passed Ecorse twice on my way to Secret's house to pick up David, and finally...to top it off...I locked my own keys in my car, they were sitting on the friggin' seat...but I got my sister to drive me my spare key...so we're cool there. On my way out of the theatre...it felt weird...Chris and Aaron rode in one car and I drove Brandi, David, and Rob....I dunno what came over me...but when we were leaving the theatre...I was walking to my car and Chris and Aaron were walking to Chris' car and I had this strong sense that I was supposed to go with them...I almost shouted to them to wait up...It was really weird and surreal...I sound like a crazy person...maybe I am...hmmmm...thoughts to ponder....lol...I got an alignment done on my car this morning so it officially does not have parkinsons disease anymore....I spent 13 hours yesterday working on my 7-10 page research paper that was due today...I got it handed in on time....ahhhh...procrastination is a good thing...well...I gotta go....I'll try to write sooner....MSI on the 17th...holla!!! lol

2005-04-01T12:23:00.000-05:00

Today is my last day in Housewares!!! w00t! I don't have to deal with my stupid department manager and her bullshit anymore....plus....I get to wear jeans to work!!! No khakis or slacks or dress pants...I'm very happy. I also got to hang out with my friend Chris the 0ther day...it's been a long time since I've seen him, compared to the old days.....It was very good to see him again, I haven't seen him in awhile because his girlfriend and I are having 'complications' to put it lightly....I hope he doesn't wanna leave me, as a friend, because of this....cuz he's an awesome person and I love him to death...well not to death...I love him like a brotha....thats fair....haha..we still haven't had the chance to go to City Club together...soon....we will go soon....hopefully....I gave Chris his super-belated Christmas presents...along with his girlfriends present.....she gave me one, so I'd feel shitty if I didn't give her one....so i did...I hope he likes his presents....I still have to give Aaron his presents as well as Bill...I have a box...hopefully I'll ship them soon...I'll ask everyone else if they have anything to send Bill before I send it, so we can send it to him at once, unless they have other plans, then that's cool too....Tomorrow night is Catch Phrase Night!!! Rob, Chris, Jessie, Brandi, Little Dave, and I are all going to play catch phrase tomorrow night and watch some movies maybe or do other stuff...then on Sunday night my friend from work, Shirley is having a Wrestle Mania party at her house and she invited me...I don't really like watching wrestling...personally I think it's stupid, but I know I'll have fun because there will be tons of people there from work, and we'll all just have a good time...my sister is having second thoughts about going to Florida with me to see Bill in December...she thinks she won't have fun...I'm trying to convince her otherwise....but...oh well...I'll go by myself if I have to....

2005-03-24T15:02:00.000-05:00

So I have the rough draft to a 7-10 page paper due this Tuesday....that will suck royal balls...I haven't even started it....I don't even have sources....I don't know what the hell I'm gonna talk about!!! Well....I do have some idea....propaganda in the media...at first I was gonna write my paper on the foreign policy of the Bush administration, but I decided against it like....2 weeks ago...cuz it got boring...hehe....well...my dad is giving my sister and I the money today to buy plane tickets to go see Bill in Florida....I'm going for the sole purpose to see Bill, but I think my sister is just going to see the sites....well....I guess this is gonna be another short entry....motherfathers!!!

2005-03-21T19:25:00.000-05:00

When Brandi and I went to the mall...the tickets for Green Day/MCR were sold out....sigh....at least I get to go to the MSI show in April, Ozzfest and The Vans Warped Tour...so they changed my job code the other day...I am officially ICS...so yay! I bought my friends' extremely late Christmas presents the other day online...I hope they like what I got them...I've already received some of it...I'm just waiting for the rest to come tomorrow....well...believe it or not that's all I have to report...ttyl

2005-03-15T16:55:00.000-05:00

So today Brandi and I are going to Southland Mall to buy our tickets for the Green Day/My Chemical Romance show....I'm excited, I hope the tickets aren't sold out...that would suck...Yesterday my sister came to me with a business proposition...she said, "I will give you $60.00 if you write my paper for me...it needs to be 4 pages long and I've already done the research for it...here it is.." So I did it...it was a 'web analysis' of Michael Moore's "Bowling for Columbine". I had never seen the film, but had always wanted to...so I went to Blockbuster yesterday and bought it. I thought it was a really good film, you can learn a lot from it...for instance, there is a bank here in Michigan that hands out a free rifle when you open up a checking account with them...I thought that was funny...So about 7-8 hours later....she had herself a lovely 4 page paper, typed and spell-checked...and I, of course, had my $60.00 which I used to buy pizza...haha lol...tomorrow night, all of us are meeting at the Grind again...It will be another outragous night....last Wednesday I was dubbed the nickname 'SS' don't ask me what it stands for...I'm not telling you..haha...I objected to being called the name, but then they told me it has to be something I don't like...so..I guess they hit the nail right on the head...lol... We also lost Rob's dead fishMy sister wants me to go with her tomorrow to the slavery exhibit...I think at Henry Ford Museum er something like that...it's extra credit for her for school...I dunno if I'm gunna go yet...depends on what I'm doing....so I guess I will update lata....

2005-03-13T10:11:00.000-05:00

I'm beginning to think that this week is "screw Melissa over" week...first of all, I have a laptop...most of you who know me know that I have one...I bought it from Dell online through their credit program...sooooo....The bill's that they send me in the mail only require that I pay them $34.00/month....well, since April I have been giving them at least $50.00/month or more because I wanna get this thing paid off....I have been noticing that everytime my statement comes in the mail that the amount that I owe Dell has not even gone down and that it has actually risen...It was pissing me off and I do not know why I didn't do something sooner...so this past Wednesday I went to the bank to take out a personal loan under the advice of my friend Adam's mom...her name is Terrie (<- I don't really know how she spells her name, forgive me...) When I got to the bank and sat down with a 'loan officer' I told her my dilemma and I brought my Dell bill with me...she asked to see the bill so I gave it to her and she told me that the reason why my rate had not gone down was because not only were they charging me 27% interest...they were charging me .08% interest daily! I was outraged...so I took out the personal loan and got rid of that bill...all I have to do is pay the bank $65.00/month to get it over with at a 10% interest rate....So I'm happy I'm not being screwed by Dell anymore...Another event that happened during the "screw Melissa over" week happened on Friday...my coach at work asked me to look under the kick plates in the housewares department for any merchandise that might have fallen under....kick plates are the very bottom shelves...you have to take the merchandise off of them and lift the shelf up and look under...inventory is Thursday so we can't miss any merchandise...well...the deparment manager from housewares found something that I missed...a couple of DVD's...and guess what? They didn't even have any dust on them....meaning someone just put them there...so my coach took me to the back office and told me that this was unacceptable...blah, blah, blah...and he said he would only give me a verbal warning...well, he found out I already had a verbal warning like 6 months ago when I was still a cashier, so he told me he had to write me up...note that write-ups and verbal warnings exprire in 6 months...so I was written up...having a write means that I was not able to transfer to ICS and that I would've had to stay in housewares for another six months....yeah right...so I went to the Store Manager and told him about my write up and he talked to the coach who wrote me up and took the write up away...so I'm not written up anymore and free to move to ICS...this is the second time I had to protest against a write up that was given to me by this coach...and both times the write up has been taken away...so I'm wondering if this coach is out to get me...hmmm....Apparentley the coach told the Store Manager that I had an attitude problem that day and he told me that it would be 'the right thing to do' to apologize to the coach for my behavior...and I do admit I was being quite a bitch that day..so I apologized, end of story and I transfer to ICS the week of the 19th....yay!!!

2005-03-07T19:23:00.000-05:00

So, I finally figured out what ICS stands for....Inventory Control Specialist...so I guess that's what I am then....hehe...I enjoyed having spring break this past week, but, alas....tomorrow it's time to go back to school...nooooo!!! Oh well...I had three days to myself last week and I spent that time with my friends and family and Mercenaries: Playground of Destruction for the PS2 blowing up everything and what not...I can't wait until this Thursday...our profit sharing checks come in....thats $539.00 in the bank for no reason...just because I work at Wal-mart...not only do our profit sharing checks come in our regular checks come in...so I'm extremely happy that I will have some extra money to pay off bills and buy extremely belated Christmas presents...plus get a front-end alignment done on my car...because it shakes after I go about 60 mph...so no more shaky car! yay!! Well...that's all for now...hopefully I will write sooner...

2005-02-28T20:02:00.000-05:00

Yay!!!!! I got the job I wanted!!! I can now get away from the Housewares department and away from my retarded manager...plus...make more moola.....I now work for ICS....I have yet to find out what the abbreviation stands for, but basically...ICS stocks shelves...works in our overstock area...and we can wear jeans!!! yay!!! I hate dressing up...if you work anywhere else in the rest of the store...except for assembly, and receiving...you have to wear dress pants...ugh...so now I can wear jeans...and I get a 20 cent raise and 40 hours a week...Brandi and I...and maybe some other people...depends on who we can get to go...might be going to an oxygen bar....it will be interesting...I can't wait. Also, Brandi and Jessie are the most awesomest...haha...they ended up getting an extra ticket for the up and coming MSI concert, so...they are going to sell it to me!! w00t! I'll buy it from Brandi tomorrow....what else...hmmm....When I told my manager today that I was moving to ICS and not working for her anymore she got all pissed off and started yelling at people...she's crazy...it was a bit funny...hehe...there is a GameStop store going in the newly built strip mall in front of Wal-mart...I'm excited, another place to buy games!!! Also, there is an Outback Steakhouse going in on N. Telegraph road right next to Meijer....It was in our store notes at work...also...Frenchtown Township is pushing for Wal-Mart to build a Supercenter...so i believe that it was confirmed last night on the overnight shift that we did buy Wicks Hardware across the street...so more than likely there will be a Walmart Supercenter in Monroe soon...

2005-02-26T08:51:00.000-05:00

You could say
Everything's no good
'Cause you'd just say
What everyone else would
You could say
That the sky is blue
'Cause I wonder who
Would ever not believe you
I should have said
This for so long
So so long

Shapeshifter
Guest lister
Big faker
She'll turn around
You'll diss her
Gate crasher
Rehasher
If you think that's cool
Whatever dude
Whatever dude

You could say what
She wants to hear'
Cause it's her car and
She'll let the bum steer
You could say
That to fix is in
But I don't believe it
Not for a minute

'Cause you like
All the same songs
But you're all wrong
You're just all wrong

Shapeshifter
Guest lister
Big faker
She'll turn around
You'll diss her
Gate crasher
Rehasher
If you think that's cool
Whatever dude
Whatever dude

Boys like you
Don't cost a dime
You could say it's
Fine fine fine fine fine
But you know
Just as well as I
That's a lie lie lie lie

Gate crasher
Rehasher
Big faker
She'll turn around
You'll smash her
Shape shifter
Guest lister
If you think that's cool
Whatever dude

Shapeshifter
Guest lister
Big faker
She'll turn around
You'll diss her
Gate crasher
Rehasher
If you think that's cool
Whatever dude
Whatever dude
Whatever dude
Whatever dude
Whatever dude
Whatever

-Josie & The Pussycats - Shapeshifter

Does that sound like anyone that you know? It sounds familiar to me....

2005-02-23T11:01:00.000-05:00

So my friends and I went to see Constantine this past Friday, even though they could have done a lot more with the movie, overall I thought it was an awesome movie...so awesome that I am going to see it again this Thursday with another friend. I just found out yesterday that there are 3 positions open in ICS at work...I don't exactley know what ICS means, but I know that they work 11-8pm every day and they stock shelves...plus they get paid more than I do...I know the department manager for ICS really well (She got drunk at my house last year and I took care of her) so I'm gonna ask her If I can have one of the available positions. Hopefully, I can get away from my managers, whether I go to the photo department or transfer to ICS. My sister might be moving out....by her own will. Usually my dad likes to act like a bad ass and say he's gonna kick her out but she might be leaving the household. My sister moving out means that this summer....when my parents are gone for 4 weeks, the house is all mine....PARTY!!!! wooooo!!! Just kidding....hehe....It will be awesome!

2005-02-17T15:58:00.000-05:00

I'm at school and I'm friggin' bored! I watched Saw last night, it was kinda funny. The part at the end where the two guys are all like "I'll never leave you!!!" It reminded me of Titanic...hehe... I went out with some friends last night to watch some people play at a local coffee shop...It was open mic night. The music wasn't bad, but the place was packed, so packed that I would rather prefer to hang out outside of the coffee shop in cold temperatures than be packed into the coffee shop like a pack of sardines. I finally stood up for myself last night, I was tired of dealing with my friends lies so I snapped at them for it. I won't lie, they deserved it....It drove me nuts and I can't stand arguing whether something is right or not on a subject when I know the truth and the other person pretends that they know the truth, drives me nuts. After we went to the coffee shop we went to Denny's to eat and hang out...the service was horrible, so out of a table of seven people the waiter only got a $1.50 tip. After we left Denny's we went back to Brandi's house and watched Saw..I think I already mentioned that...We started watching The Village, but then about half way throught the first part of the movie I got a rather disturbing phone call...which I will not discuss right now....by the time my little phone session was done, the movie just didn't seem that interesting anymore so we sat and talked about different stuff, actually my two friends sat and talked about stuff and I was half asleep....At about 4:ooam Chris and I left Brandis house and went home...The evening was fun and a bit liberating, I've decided that I am not going to keep my mouth shut any longer and am going to open up whenever necessary, and I have found that I feel a lot better when I will myself to fight back.

2005-02-16T16:34:00.000-05:00

Guess what Everybody!!! I got my router to work!! Haha! It quit working on me about a month ago and finally we called Dell, and we didn't have to go through hell like we usually do to get something done. Yesterday we talked to Dell, and today...BAM!! A new router shows up at our door....spiffy huh? So, now I am on my laptop once again, and everything is smooth sailing....YAY!!!

2005-02-14T19:55:00.001-05:00

So, there is a job opening for the Photo Department at Wal-Mart....I have no idea how to develop film, but hey...I can always learn. I signed up for the position...so did many other people in Wal-mart which really sucks because that means I have more people to fight for the position...Not literally...but...yeeeaahhhhh....I really want the position too...not only because it gives me the opportunity as well as complete and utter relief from dealing with both my manager and my coaches attitudes..they both drive me nuts!!! So, if I get the position not only will I not have to deal with my managers..cause I'll have new and better ones...I will get better pay also...a lot better pay...For instance: Wal-Mart uses a scale of pay classes...which means if you are a cart pusher..you are pay class number one...the lowest pay...If you are a floor associate...which is what I am...I take care of the Housewares department....you are a pay class two...cashiers are pay class three and so on and so forth....well, on that scale...a Photo Department associate is either a pay class five or six...I forget which one...but if I get that position....ca-ching!!! there will be $$$$$$ everywhere! So wish me luck!!! I have to go now...I have a 4-5 page paper due tomorrow..and I only have two pages done!!! ahhhh!!! catch ya later....

Dave Is An Asshole

2005-02-06T13:40:00.000-05:00

I'm so excited!!! I just learned how to put a video up on my myspace profile!!! And guess what? It actually worked!!! Usually when I try to do cool stuff like that it doesn't work...so I am extremely excited about that...I'm gonna try to put a video on my blog, also...hopefully it will work as well. So...if there is a video playing while you are reading this..then you know it worked...if there isn't a video playing...then you know I failed horribly! So go see the video on my myspace profile! And if you don't have a myspace profile go here and get one!!! If you do have a myspace profile....add me!!!

Myspace.com

My Myspace Profile

2005-02-01T13:13:00.000-05:00

I got mail! I got mail! I got mail! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!! <-- Tribute to Val and I's rapid fire voicemailing capabilities. :D....The other night I was hanging out at TA with Val, Dina, and Melissa (we have the same name...wow! hehe...narf!) after work and since my sister and I work at the same place...Wal-Mart.... she said she would come out and hang out too. So, my sister said that she would get off work at 11pm and then come out to TA....sooooo, at about 11:05, Valerie and I got on both of our cell phones and left my sister all of these retarded...oh I'm sorry, it's not nice to say retarded.....mentally challenged voicemails on my sisters phone....turns out that we left her a total of 13 voicemail messages within a span of five minutes...My friends and I aren't feuding anymore...we talked last night about my previous blog entry and crap like that. So we sorted out that peace of crap. I'm actually going to go with them to a basketball game at our highschool, because cammie is in the pep band. well...this has been a rather short blog entry, but I gotta jet....so....bye!

2005-01-29T10:56:00.000-05:00

There is nothing like watching two drunk chicks at a restaurant...hehe...It's hilarious! And many interesting things do happen, for instance....horny, perverted 60+ year old men!!! I went to the bar (Pete's Garage) with some friends from work Thursday night, out of the 5 of us that were there, 3 of us got drunk. Of course, I couldn't drink, but the waitress looked like she was high, so I don't think she would've been able to tell the difference! haha!! Out of the three of the people that were smashed, two of them were engaged to each other...The other was my friend Val. Well, just to give you an idea of how much they drank the couple's bill was around $48.00 just for drinks...while Val's bill alone was $32.00....I couldn't believe it...So I drove her around the rest of the night, the other two people could drive okay...so next we went to...where else? Wal-Mart!!!! So on the way there the couple was in front of us, and Val thought it would be funny, in her drunken state, to reach across the car and honk the horn at them, I found myself repeatedly pushing her hand off the steering wheel and saying "Stop that!" and "No, Valerie!" All while she is laughing hysterically! When we got to Wal-Mart, both of the girls had to go potty, so I went in with them to make sure no one killed themselves trying to go to the bathroom, after that...Val bought some cigarettes, while I bought a pack of Swishers'...mind you I don't smoke, but Swisher Sweets Cherry Flavor kind of taste good, but they're cigars so they leave you smelling really nasty...I don't smoke those very often. While at Wal-Mart, we picked up two other co-workers who were just getting off work to join the brigade..so after that we went to Willy's bar, where another one of my coworkers bartends and we hung out there until about 1:30 in the morning...while there, I was introduced to Club Keno....I didn't win a goddamn thing...I only played three times and used a dollar each time, so it's not like I was blowing away too much money. One of the coworkers that we picked up at Wal-Mart, Phyllis, won around $150.00 playing video poker and Club Keno. So now the three people who were drunk before are even more drunk now, to the point were the the guy in the couple wanted to go home, so he just walked out the door, no keys to a car, no cell phone...he just started walking. That night it was unbelievably cold...a -4 degrees here in southeastern Michigan. It wasn't until twenty minutes after we think he had left that we found out he was gone...don't worry...he's alive...he was at work yesterday. So, I'm kinda proud of myself..I learned how to do that whole blow the smoke in the glass thing that Ethan Hawkes character does in Gattaca...you know the dinner scene with Uma Thurman...just before the casual party was raided...yeah...I did that...and It looked pretty frickin' cool...So I kept doing it over and over again..saying "I have my own little atmosphere in my drink!" Although, it was only a glass of Coca-Cola...it looked cool. After we left Willy's Bar, we went to TA (Travel Centers of America)...it's one of those huge truckstops on the side of the highway that has restaurants and game rooms and a grocery store in it...we went there to see another coworker from Wal-Mart who works the night shift at Country Pride, a restaurant at TA. This is where the old perverted guy comes in...lets just say there were a lot of obscene gestures and one drunk chick spanking her ass...thats all I'm saying...It was truly entertaining...So I got home at 4:00 that morning and went straight to bed..I had to work at 2pm the next day...So I made it to work on time...w00t we're going to city club on the 11th!!!

2005-01-26T13:57:00.000-05:00

Well....today is my day off, yay!!! Every Wednesday for the rest of the semester I have off, both from work and school...So, I can have a day off to do homework, relax and hang out with my friends. It seems lately that I'm not really doing much of the last thing mentioned...you know...the whole hanging out with my friends thing....and I think I know why...I have been meaning to talk to a certain friend of mine about an issue that I have been dealing with for quite some time. Those of you who know me know I am not a confrontational person. I hate confrontation, I loathe it. I'd rather shrink back in a corner and not deal with it, or let it pass like it never bothers me than deal with an argument between this certain friend and I. I have been kind of neglecting this friend, not on purpose, but I have gathered sort of a new group of friends and have been hanging out with them more, mainly because they call me and ask me to do stuff all the time, and I like being with them, so I go. Hopefully, that didn't confuse you. It's been bugging me for the longest time now and I just haven't said anything for fear that I would get screamed at or that my voice would be lost. I would love to sit down with this friend and discuss the issue like adults, but I know that won't happen. I'll start a nice, polite, non-aggressive discussion, and they turn it around on me and start listing what I do wrong. Which is knowledge that I need to know, but not why I started the conversation. I only want to express my feelings, I do not want to lose a friend over them and I do not want to be told how I should feel. Because, the fact is, this certain friend always thinks that what they say is true and everyone should adhere to it, even when we are have discussions on tiny little details...for example, how to make spaghetti salad... I can deal with that kind of attitude for a little while, but after that it starts to agitate me. When things agitate me, whether it be a subject, a person, or anything.... I neglect it, so I don't have to deal with it. In addition to that problem, with the same certain friend, there is another problem....this friend has been a bit controlling over me. And that, my friends, does not fly. No one can tell me what to do....except for God, a policeman, and very rarely my parents. For some reason this friend thinks that they can tell me what to do, and I would have no problem with it...Yeah right...for instance, I went to the movies with the other group of friends that I have come to know and this certain friend called and rudely questioned me saying "And you didn't even THINK to call me?" uhuh, honey... don't even try that crap with me...she said that like I'm supposed to call her every minute of my life when I'm going to do something...I'm not your property and you are not keeping tabs on me...not happening. Good....now that my little rant is over I will end this blog, knowing that this certain friend will see this. And yes, I know I have plotted my own demise.

2005-01-22T18:18:00.000-05:00

Today was crappy....uuggghhhh...crappy, crappy Michigan weather. This morning at around 2:00 it started snowing....a lot...and ya know what? It's almost 7:00pm and it has not stopped...it's actually gotten worse. When I woke up this morning I had about 2 feet of snow on my car that I had to wipe off of my car because I had to be at work at 9:00am. Unfortunately...I made it to work late, but they understood....considering the fact that I was going anywhere between 25-30mph... a drive that usually takes me 10 minutes tops, took me close to 30 minutes. I cannot wait until I move to Florida!!!! No snow storms or cold weather!!! This past Wednesday I made my very first trip to Great Lakes Crossing....who knew it was sooo far away! It took us a good hour and a half to get there. Great Lakes Crossing is a hugely-ginormous mall in Auburn Hills, Michigan...It has tons of stores including, Hot Topics and Torrid...which were basically the two main reasons why we went. Also, they have an awesome restaurant there called "Stir Crazy!" which is an awesome place to eat if any of you get the chance to go there...or if you live by one. They have very limited locations, there is one in Ohio, Florida, Illinois, Michigan, New York and Missouri. Why they do not have more locations is beyond me because that place is great! Well...I'm gonna get goin' now....And pray that I get no more snow! yeah right!!!! :)

Stir Crazy!

2005-01-17T03:49:00.000-05:00

Well, I went to see "Life Aquatic" today...that new movie with Bill Murray....It's not the greatest movie I have ever seen and some parts were funny, but it mostly was not a type of movie that I would enjoy. I thought it was weird. Work has been really slow lately....so in turn they cut hours....so I work 3 days this week...thats it...I'm not very happy about that. But I do enjoy the time to myself for now. Next week it's back to the nine hour days. This semester of school seems like it's going to be better than the last semester. I'm taking four classes: English Composition II, Two-Dimensional Design, Principles of Marketing and PowerPoint Presentation Software. My PowerPoint class seems like it's going to be the easiest class of all. Not only because I know how to run the program already but because it is my very first online course. In my English Composition II class, my teacher seems to be really cool...If we have perfect attendance in the class, we do not have to take the final......there's some incentive to come to class...hehe. Brandi and I also have a break at the same time so we can eat lunch together, but sadly, we don't have a class together. My Principles of Marketing class seems like it's going to be a breeze. There are a total of nine people in my class, and all of us get along already and we've only had one class! Well, I'll write back lata...and remember kids: Don't hit the juice, when there's a bun in the oven!!!

2004-12-25T20:07:00.000-05:00

Well, today was my last Christmas while being a resident in Michigan....I got a lot of the things that I wanted and some of things that I really needed...I didn't get...but, Oh well...at least I had a Christmas. There are tons of families out there who have nothing, and here I sit griping. My mom got me a lot this year, which made me extremely happy...She got me the comfortor and bed set that I wanted, and she also got me Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas w/ the Strategy guide and also Need for Speed 2...both for my PS2. She also got me an xbox memory unit, so my game is now portable...instead of stationary. My sister gave me a Portable DVD player for Christmas and a case to go along with it, she also bought me South Park: The Complete Fourth Season on DVD. My dad gave me 4 new tires for my car for Christmas...but that happened about a month ago....when I had a flat tire. I also have the best friends in the world....seriously. We exchanged gifts this past wednesday and the gifts they gave me....were awesome! Chris, first of all, made me a messenger bag...from scratch..with this awesome design of a heart on the front...it'sa the best damn messenger bag ever...he also gave me a couple of burned cds....Cameron, made me a scarf....from scratch...she told me if I didn't like it she would kill me because it took her 22 hours to make....which is crazy...cause I love the damn thing...I think I might where it in the summer too....hmmmm....and Aaron bought me an Optical Mouse and spray painted it red and black...its the best damn mouse ever....and Brandi gave me a burned cd and a wrist band that says "Made in the 80's" on it....because I was....We are all anxious to see what Bill has gotten us...we haven't gotten our gifts from him yet...and vice versa because there is this big thing in between us called distance....He lives in Florida, by the way. Well, I'm gonna go blow shit up on GTA: SA so have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year w/ Dick Clark! :p

2004-12-15T13:58:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!! Once again, I left a massive gap in my postings, but oh well...I've done a lot since November 27th. On December 2nd I went with my friends to see my favorite band....My Chemical Romance play at St. Andrew's Hall in Detroit. It was an awesome show...I had a blast! Not only was it a good show because I got to see MCR, it was also a good show because Quit Your Life opened...they are a local band in the Detroit area, and this was one of their first big gigs...After the show was awesome, we got to hang with Kenny (lead singer of Quit Your Life), Gerard(lead singer of MCR) and Frank (guitarist in MCR) we took pictures, they signed our stuff, It was good . The picture that Gerard and I took was priceless! I bring my Curious George's ABC's book to concerts with me in hopes of an autograph and when I went to take a picture with him, he suggested that we look like we are reading the book in the pic!!! If you want to see what it looks like, the link to see it is at the bottom. Brandi got to give Gerard a JTHM comic, he looked almost astonished that she would even give it to him. When we met Frank, I asked how he was doing...at the very end of the show he had one of those "I fell down and I can't get up" moments, only because he rocked out so hard that he collapsed...he said that he was doing better, and that he didn't know what happened..kind of a scary moment for him if you ask me....unfortunatley I don't have the pic of Frank and I scanned onto my computer yet so....I guess I'll post that pic whenever I get around to putting it on my computer....Overall, we had an awesome time at the concert!!!!! It was great...I can't wait til MCR comes again in March!!! Another event that happened during my little gap in posting was my experience at the City Club...Dear lord...where do I start...The City Club is a Goth/Industrial Rock club in the "bad part" of Detroit...you know...the "I'm gonna pop a cap" part of Detroit...Anyway...Brandi, Kristine, Mandy, Laurie, The A Team, and I all trekked up to Detroit this past Saturday or should I say Sunday morning to celebrate Kristine's 18 B-Day....It is definatley an interesting place, and everyone was definatley unique. It took me awhile to get used to the atmosphere, I loved the music. Finally...after trying many times, they got me to dance (and I invented a new dance move! I don't know what I'll call it yet, though...) It was kind of comical to watch the other people around me dance, I compare it to watching the Sims dance...very funny. I can officially say I got my first lapdance from Adam Paduka and that I have felt the disitnct akwardness in having Adam Dixon and his "friend" go at it right next to me....that was different...I was about to ask him if he needed to catch his breath anytime soon...the ride home was funny...when we came we took two cars, when we left...we took one...mine...my little tiny Pink...Ford Escort... 6 people crammed into my car..I was driving, of course, Brandi sat in the passenger side, Adam D, Mandy, and Adam P. sat in the back and Kristine laid across their laps...it was funny. We went to Denny's after the club and the waiter was a bitch...so we got free dessert..yay!!! All in all it was a fun night, by the time I got home it was 6:30 in the morning.....I had to be to work at 11 am...eek!! Another fun thing that happened that no one would expect me to do...Melissa finally dyed her hair!!!! I know have black hair with red highlights..its awesome..I love it!! I wish I had a pic...but I gotta go, I have to work at 2pm!!!

Gerard and I

2004-11-27T14:19:00.000-05:00

Yuck....I have to work from 3-11pm today, although I guess I shouldn't be complaining because most of my work shifts this week were 9 hours long...except for the Wednesday before thanksgiving, I worked 12 hours. I was really tired after that shift. Thanksgiving was okay this year, nothing outstanding or special happened..my mom's thanksgiving dinner was very good though, props to mary jo mama! Usually every thanksgiving, we bring my grandma out to the house to visit and eat dinner, but this year she couldn't make it due to her declining health, I don't think she'll be able to last much longer....This year was the first year that only my mom, dad, sister and I were at the dinner table together. Everytime we have any type of dinner or gathering where we are all in one place we always fight. It's no surprise that my dad starts the quarrel every time, this time he started arguing with us about the customer service at Wal-Mart, seeing that he is the only one in our family that does not work there...doushe bag...oh well...My shift starts at 3:00pm so I better get going....

2004-11-23T22:57:00.000-05:00

I think I'm going to get a dwarf hamster...one of my friends has some and he told me that if I wanted one he would breed them again for me. Now that I think about it, I would like to have a furry little friend living in my room. Dwarf hamsters are surprisingly tiny...but very cute. If I get one, which I most likely will, I won't even bother telling my parents...they would say no right on the get go. But they never go in my room, so they would never know unless I told them or mentioned him, or even showed him...I think it would be best if I had two, you know, to keep each other company...I dunno how dwarf hamsters handle loneliness, but maybe I should do some research before actually making my descision, I dunno...until next time...adios.

2004-11-22T19:03:00.000-05:00

Dude, I'm at school right now....my Adobe Illustrator class in fact. Tonight I have to have my preliminary business card design due(haha...I got it done last week during class) next week I have to have my preliminary letterhead due. This week is thanksgiving....which means to me....black friday(doom doom doom) It's the day after thanksgiving in the retail world when they have the most sales and the most people charging through the doors at one time trampling the poor member of management that had to open the doors. For those of you who don't know me I work at Wal-mart. At my store (#1790) we have a box in the break room that we put our votes in...The manager who has the most votes has to open the door when we open at 6:00am on Black Friday....also called Blitz...well, I gotta get going, I have to work on my school work...Good night!!!

2004-11-12T18:50:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was indeed a very sad day....not only did I find out my sister was called a "bar flea" by my asshole of a father, my posion ivy also flared up again, and I found out that one of my friends had died. It was very hard to deal with, I first found out about my friend's passing while at cammie's house. I guess one of their family friends were over and their daughter heard about it and told cammie's mom who, in turn, told us (Chris, Cammie, and I). His name was Dave Tackett, a very bright personality, I must say, always making people laugh and always striving to be an indivdual over his parents demanding ridicule. I guess he was riding his bike on the side of N. Telegraph Rd. (which is a very busy road where I live) when a woman in a truck struck him, but claimed she didn't see him, and thought that he might have been hit before and no one had stopped....When I first found out I wanted to cry but held it back seeing that my other friends were handling it well, but as soon as I got in my car to go home it hit me and the tears started falling. Being in my car was surreal knowing that he had sat in the front seat beside me, full of life and mocking *Nsync's "Dirty Pop" while reaching his arms in front of him screaming "I love you Justin!" Like a rabid little 13 year old at an *Nsync concert just to make my other two friends in the back (who despise Nsync) clench their ears in fear and horror....That day was one of the greatest moments of my life, and he will never be forgotten and dearly missed. We Love You David!

2004-11-11T13:32:00.000-05:00

Hello Everyone!!! It's been eons since I've written, I know!!! A lot has been going on since I last posted obviously since it's been about 3 months!!!! School started on September 1st and it has been crazy juggling school, work and an actual personal life (what are those? :p). This semester has gone by sooo fast...I went to see my favorite band at the Nintendo Fusion Tour at the State Theatre on October 21st, their name is My Chemical Romance (ever heard of 'em?) most people haven't, but they should! I'm going to see them again on December 2nd at St. Andrew's Hall. For those of you who don't know the State Theatre and St. Andrew's Hall are both venues in Detroit, Michigan, USA...I'm extremely excited for the next concert I even made a wallpaper dedicated to them..check it out at the bottom!! Also, at the bottom is a link to see my newest abomination...just kiddin'... my newest creation. In one of my classes my instructor wanted us to create a political ad for whomever we wanted to be for president....I chose Elmo! Check it out! Well, I gotsta go now...I'm in the middle of class!!!! Enjoy the links!

MCR Wallpaper
Elmo For President!

2004-08-16T12:19:00.001-04:00

Hello Everyone!!!! I'm really happy today....probably because I went to the Warped Tour yesterday!!! It was awesome...I had a blast! I got to see Sugarcult, Yellowcard, Taking Back Sunday,a little bit of Billy Talent, Good Charlotte, Tiger Army and Avenged Sevenfold... We actually got to go backstage at one of the Stages at the tour and we saw Joel, Benji, Billy, Paul and Chris of Good Charlotte sort of up close...I'd say within' 20 feet...we got some pictures of them...Also, we got some awesome pictures of Avenged Sevenfold...Chris got to give Sinister a skull bracelet he got for him and also got The Reverend to give him one of his drumsticks and sign it...it was awesome...I got four of the band members to sign my Curious George book and a guitar pick that Chris gave me...one of the memers of the band gave him piercing advice...it was awesome...Cammie also got her t-shirt signed...It was an awesome day..I had a lot of fun...I really hope we can do it again!

2004-08-10T12:40:00.000-04:00

Hello there!!!! I can't believe that I am actually posting wtih out about a months gap in between....hehe....Today I'm feelin' alright....I don't have to work today so that's a plus...another plus would be that I'm getting my ticket for the Vans Warped Tour tomorrow through UPS....I'm really excited!!! I'm going with two of my best buds and I'm sure it will be a blast!!! I really do hope that Cammie's ankle gets better before the show this coming Sunday.....For those of you who don't know what happened....Cammie sprained her ankle while attempting to get out of my car last Thursday....She's actually starting to walk on it a bit now which is really good, although she should be giving it some rest...but cammies a fighter so I don't think she could stay still for too long...
I'm also excited this week because I get my big ass pay check...hehe...I worked 22 hours last weekend alone...meaning only Saturday and Sunday...11 hours a day it was crazy but hey...the payoff is sweet....too bad that the one big friggin' paycheck I get comes the same week that my car insurance is due...oh well at least I have spending money for the concert....I should be thankful for that.....
I'm gonna jet for now... I have to go clean out my e-mail inbox.... bye!

2004-07-29T13:17:00.000-04:00

So....how long has it been since I've posted?? That's right everybody!!! TOO LONG! hehe...I have been sort of busy... I work 5 days a week and I spend the rest of my free time by myself or with friends...I really have no excuse as to why I have been so neglective to my poor little blog that noone except the people who know it exists reads. You are probably thinking to yourslef as you read this..."Now that you've finally decided to post, what the hell's new?" Well...I'm gonna tell ya... I started direct deposit at my job and the stupid f*ckers screwed it up so I had to go through this huge ordeal to actually get the money I worked hard for...finally it all worked itself out and I no longer am freaking out about it (YAY!!!)...Something that happened recently but is't really anything new is my reject of a father(here we go again)....Let me tell you why I brung him up...We have a fifth wheeler camper trailer and it has a tv and dvd player in it. Also, it has a table with four chairs and we so happened to have the game "Scrabble" in there. Well, my friends and I came to my house to chill, it just so happened that my father was sleeping in our living room and we tend to be a loud group of teenagers...not rowdy, not messy, not disrespectful, just loud...anywho...we all opted to hang out in the fifth wheeler/"playhouse" instead and whatch movies and play scrabble as not to wake him up. So, as we are watching "Monty Python and the Holy Grail" My dad comes in the trailer and gives this stern look and I tell him "Hey...where just watching a movie and not making a mess"...So he shakes his head back and forth and leaves...Alright....so about an hour later after the movie ended we were getting ready to sit at the table with four chairs and play scrabble..my "dad" comes barging in screaming at us to get the f*ck out of his trailer and that it isn't a "playhouse"...Mind you he is spewing the f-word like crazy disregarding any respect for me or my friends...so I tell him "fine, we're leaving, calm down" So on the way out I unplugged all the wiring to the t.v. and DVD player...mind you he doesn't know how to plug it back in (stupid jackass) So yah...that's what's new...yippee...I can't wait for the day I can crack him in the head with an aluminum baseball bat...either that or the day I key his motorcycle.

2004-07-07T00:36:00.000-04:00

So...techincally yesterday was my 19th birthday...yay!!! This year it was kinda strange...usually I get all excited and giddy for my birthday...this year it felt like it was any other day on the calendar...it almost worries me...Anywho...I don't wanna be 20!!! Being a teen is awesome..It's fun...I wish I could just hault time right here and keep it there for a loooonnngggg time.... I got some awesome things for my b-day...My friend cammie made me a really cool cake...it was a mini chocolate cake with blue frosting and "19" written out in green icing...I loved that!! her sister, Sara got me a Hershey Bar...one of those huge ones...and cammie also got me some "girlyfied" gifts...for those of you who don't know me I'm a tomboy...I'm not a girly girl...at all...I despise It...you couldn't get me into a dress if you paid me. Anyways back to the subject... she got me two votive candles with holders...hey cam --> "Now I can burn down my house!!!" Her Boyfriend Christopher Adam/Robin/Scooter/Ishbu...and anything else ya wanna call him got me "Big Fish" on Dvd...I have to say that is an awesome movie, I enjoyed it very much and he also got me a can of Hormel Chili...oh yeah...because the other day I was complaining on how everytime my mom makes hot Dogs with chili my dad eats all of the chili soo....Now I have my own chili..so...HAH!!!!

2004-06-25T22:57:00.000-04:00

Hello Everyone!!! It's nights like these that remind of why I want to move to Florida...Tonight my family and I went to Comerica Park in Detroit to see the Detroit Tigers take on the Arizona Diamondbacks...and when I say family that includes my father, my sister, and my mother...my mom doesn't bother me as much...the other two on the otherhand are a lot worse....their behaviour in public is loud, rude, obnoxious, and, with out further adue...challenging. Challenging for me to keep my temper in check as well as my patience for the people in my household who have a lower I.Q. than 80. For instance, tonight at the ball park, everytime that annoying horse racing theme, which includes at the ending you yell "Charge!", my father would bounce up and down within his seat holding his hand out in front of him in a closed fist like he was holding the reigns to some invisible horse...plus his many, many, many, many, many, did I say many?? Babblings of him talking out of his ass which is, in fact, routine for him...he always has a blatant disregard for the truth just so things will sound bigger and badder coming from his mouth and that we should be in awe of his rather repelant aura...my sister on the other hand is very rude... I'm not a size 6, this is for sure...I'm a big girl, I won't live in denial (at least I'm trying to do something about it...I've lost weight)We sat next to each other at the ball park and she would say in a rather loud voice about three times..."You're spilling over"...I'm sorry, but I was not "spilling over"...I'm fat but not that fat...she's a bitch...I try to beat it into their heads that they drive me crazy with their outrageously stupid behaviour, but they shrugg it off like it's a joke and keep living their lives...Well, It's not a joke. And I hope that they realize it someday...that is if their brains can hold that kind of "outstanding" capacity. God, I need to get out of here...

2004-06-22T01:41:00.000-04:00

Holy Monkey Doo!!!! j/k...I'm exhausted right now!!!! I just got home from work and...damn it's been a long day. I spent the night at cammies house last night and went to bed at 3am only to wake up at 8:30am...Her poor puppy, Mac, clipped his toe nail on their deck and cracked his nail so bad it was bleeding puddles o blood...ewww... anywho...since her parents were both at work Cammie and I had to take him to the vet...we got lost on the way back...but I'm home now so that means we weren't that lost..hehe..

2004-06-15T01:27:00.000-04:00

Hey Everyone!!!!! I feel much better since the last time I posted....The poison ivy is gone!!! The only pain I feel now is the effects of my sucky paycheck. Because of all the time I had to take off because of my stupid bi-annual plague, my paycheck is only going to be about $86.00....I know...you feel my pain too, don't ya??? hehe...just kiddin'. I sit here finally realizing how friggin' late it is.... damn, oh well..I just got home from work at about 12:30am. I got a raise for no reason yesterday...for no apparent reason...$0.29..not a bad raise for no additional work whatsoever. Shoo...at KFC I got lots of raises...but only $0.10 at a time. I finally found out tonight that I can get the time off of work to go with my friend and her family up north to their cabin for 4th o' July weekend..I'm excited...usually there about 30 some odd people up there for the weekend with em'..they go tubeing down rivers with coolers full of beer, four wheelin', fishin', swimming in the lake...It's gonna be awesome!!!! Well, I'm tired of typing and you're probably tired of reading...so bye!!!!!

2004-06-01T13:00:00.000-04:00

2 days ago I posted, 2 more whole days of work with $pay$ out the window...I'm still pretty much "crippled" ,if you will, by this stupid ass Poison Ivy...today is actually my scheduled day off of work, but it still doesn't account for practically the whole week that I have lost moola...Ya wanna know what else sucks??? Today is one of my best friends birthdays and I can't even go celebrate with him, I hate this. I wish I could just peel my skin off, and have everything back to normal....The poison ivy has never been this bad, I just don't understand... Out of all the medicine, creams, ointments, SHOTS, rubbing alcohol, and facial cleanser...It still shows no sign of letting up :( I'm seriously depressed right now. It hurts to even move my mouth let alone eat and talk. Even as I type, i haven't had breakfast yet, and I have this hydrocortisone stuff practically covering my entire face...Hopefully when my mom gets home she can take me to the doctors office....AGAIN.....Please pray that I get better, even if praying is 'not your thing' Thanks....

2004-05-30T13:36:00.000-04:00

It's official, or always has been...I HATE POISON IVY!!!!!!! Every Spring and every Fall I get this really horrid case of Poison Ivy out of nowhere around my mouth...This is what is currently going on right now. I've had to take off the last two days of work as well as today and tomorrow for this stupid sh*t because it keeps spreading. I went to the doctor on Friday and got a shot as well as some cream and some pills. I wake up this morning and guess what??? It friggin' spread!!!!! I can't believe it...this really sucks!! you have noooo idea!!! I'm gonna go vegitate and take my pills now, soo bye!

2004-05-21T14:00:00.000-04:00

oh yeah!!!! one more thing...Donate some damn Weapons of Mass Destruction!!!!!! the link is above "Dubyas" picture!! How can I invade small villages if I have no Weapons of Mass Destruction??!!!(Just Kiddin', of course...hehe)

2004-05-21T13:46:00.000-04:00

Sooooo, yeah... I had to change the entire layout of my "About Me" page because those stupid banners from Angelfire totally covered the page for a reason that I apparantley don't know why... So it looks different, not as dull and depressing as before, but hey, I'm lazy and it was the best lookin' template, I thought, on the page. Nothing is really new in Carleton, there was a really bad storm last night at about 1:00am, I heard that they also spotted Tornados in Ypsilanti. Then again that tidbit of information came from my father and he always likes to exaggerate so things sound better or worse than they really are. So you can't believe practically anything that comes out of that mans mouth unless you yourself actually know that it's true. Something else that happened in the past week, actually, now that I think about it, a week ago from today. One of my best friends got into a really bad car accident, scared the sh*t out of me, let me tell ya. Everyone that was in the car is still alive and breathing, and out of the hospital, thank the Lord. There were four people in the car, 2 walked away with scratches and bruises and the other two had to have about 20 stitches/staples per person due to the fact that the car rolled a couple of times, but then again everyone is alive and almost well. Thank the Lord everyone is alright and I LOVE YOU CAMMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-15T23:34:00.000-04:00

Hello Everyone!! Sorry for the long delay in posts! I was unable to post during my little "vacation", if you will, due to the amount of fun I was having...I really hated coming home, though. All I had to come home to was work, school, and that's about it. My loving friends where there waiting for me too, but they're just as much on cloud nine as I am about moving away from home to a new fresh start, in Florida...We finally picked a time of year that we are moving... no exact dates yet, though. The fall of 2005 is when we will be packin' up da U-Haul and finding a better place to live. Don't get us wrong, it's not the surroundings that we want to get away from, well maybee. But the main thing we want to get away from are our discouraging bunk mates, yes, our families. They're drivin' us craaazzzaaaayyyyy. Plus, there are a lot more opportunities for us to succeed in Florida, than there are here in Michigan. For instance, I'm a Computer Graphics major...It would make much more sense for me to move to a big city than stay in a small secluded area. I have even taken up a second job to collect the funds needed for me to be comfortable with the move. well, cheers to da future!!! Bye for Now!!!!

2004-05-05T17:55:00.000-04:00

hello!!! I'm so excited, tomorrow I leave for Florida to visit one of my bestest buds, bill. I don't know if I'll be able to post while I'm down there, but if not. It's not like I've been posting frequently anyways. So...wish me a good trip and aaron too, cuz he's comin' wit me. Bye for now!!!

2004-04-30T16:53:00.000-04:00

Hey everybody!!! Sincs school's over, now I can reveal my Photoshop Graphics Final to you all!! Not like it's anything great...anywhoo, just click on the link below and it will take you to my "Masterpiece"..hehe...yeah right....Don't ya just love people who discredit themselves?? I hope Cammie does well at States tonight!!!! Enjoy ma pic...
Mooshs' Photoshop Graphics Final

P.S. HEY CHRIS!!!!!! You Should Recognize This!!!!!

2004-04-29T13:31:00.000-04:00

I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile, finals are really getting to me, the other day I spent from 9:30am-10pm at school and didn't leave at all....at all. I was debugging my Macromedia Final and still I'm having trouble trying to get my Quicktime movie to play....Oh well, I guess I'll take the points off. Today is my last day of school, yippee!!!!!!! And this time next week I'll be chillin' with my best buds Aaron and Bill in Florida. well, that is if Bill has to work or not, Anyways, It's beautiful warm and sunny here in Michigan and I just bought me a new Happy Bunny purse!! Yay!!! Catch ya later!!!

2004-04-23T08:42:00.000-04:00

Wow!! It's been a long time since I've posted! It's already Friday, wow, how time can fly....Anyways, my Macromedia Director final presentations are on Tuesday and Thursday of this coming week. We have to finalize them and make them virtually perfect for the final or else we get a really sucky grade. What is Macromedia Director? I betcha you're wondering that. Macromedia Director is a flash animation and movie creater it's really cool, but the way the program is set up it really sucks monkey butt. But, the big thing that I'm nervous about is that the Dean of the business division and the President of the college are coming to both classes to see our final presentations!!! And here's the catch, they're thinkng about hiring someone in the Graphic Design field for a job!!!! eeek!! I know i won't get hired, shoo, I'm gettin' a C in that class!! haha!! Catch ya lata!
Here is the website for Macromedia Director if you want some more info:
Macromedia Director MX

Note: Keep in mind that this an $1,100 program and ya might not want to buy this for yourself, well, unless you're really rich.

2004-04-19T15:35:00.000-04:00

Whooooo Weeee!! Oh the relief!!! Thank the great Lord that that's over!!!!! For those of you who have no idea whatsoever of what I'm talking about....I'm talking about my speech, presentation thingy!!! I had to give my speech today and, damn....I am sooooo glad that that's over....You have NO idea!!! I was so nervous, my voice was shaking, I somehow developed a stutter, and I think I missed some of my lines, but screw that cause I'm glad it's over!!!! Well, my car does not sound like a dragster anymore, this morning I took it into "Muffler Man" and they put a whole new exhaust system on my Escort, $150.00, gone...Oh well, it's for the "better good" of my car. After I take my trip to Florida, I'm actually vowing to myself to go in a get my idle sensor fixed. For those of you who don't know me, I drive a stick shift that stalls all of the time because the idle sensor is quitting on me.... well, I'm gonna go for now, and for pete's sake check out my "About Me" link, it's the first one in the links section!--> Bye!!!

2004-04-18T11:18:00.000-04:00

Good Morning everyone!!! It's so beautiful here in Michigan, which puts me in a really peaceful and serene mood...also a happy one too! Weather effects my mood a lot, haven't you noticed?? I talk about it so much...Anyways, I'm sitting here in my shorts on this lovely 70 degree, sunny day, wondering how the hell I'm going to be able to pull off my presentation tomorrow, I'm not good at speaking in front of people, in fact I'm scared of being the center of a attention of such a big group of people. Then again, I keep saying to myself, "Tommorrow will go by like any other day, and any other day will have an end, so there will be a tommorrow where I won't have to deal with what I'm dealing with right now." Yes, all the nervousness will be over soon. I work 4-12pm today. Thank the Lord I don't have to work during the day, it's so pretty out. And I'm going to vow to myself that I'm not going to be on my computer all day, so I'm gonna go now!! I hope the weather where you're at is as nice as mine!!!! Bye!

2004-04-14T16:22:00.000-04:00

Hey Everyone!!! I just got done putting the final touches on my PowerPoint Presentation for the big speech in my Earth Science, note that there is a speech that goes with this presentation, I'll have that up later...Enjoy!
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Note: This is a full scale PowerPoint Presentation, there was no way to load it to my webpage without making everyone who wants to view it have Microsoft PowerPoint Software. So, these are just GIFs of my presentation.

2004-04-13T13:43:00.000-04:00

Hello!!! It's very cold and windy here today in Michigan, I don't have to work today which is very good. The only bad thing about today is that I have to begin learning "Lingo Scripting", do my homeowrk for it and turn in the homeowrk by 7pm tonight, eeek!!! Why all the rush?? I missed both classes last week because I was ill. yes, I was sick it sucked, I'm over it, so now I shall move on....Yesterday was an interesting day at work..I rang up the wrong t.v. for someone and the one that she was supposed to have was $198.00 and the one I rung up for her was $338.00, there was another guy looking for his t.v. so he was pretty upset too, yeah... that sucked. anyways, I'll write later, bye now!

2004-04-11T17:14:00.000-04:00

Happy Easter Everyone!!!!! or...If you don't celebrate Easter, Happy Sunday!!! haha lol! My family and I just got back from eating at a chinese restaurant for Easter, interesting...the experience, somehow, mildly reminded me of A Christmas Story when the family went out to eat at a Chinese restaurant and had duck...No duck for me today, though. I got the catalog for the fall classes at Monroe County Community College in the mail the other day, too bad they don't have the art class available that I have to take, but I've already started picking out which classes I'm going to take....Graphic Design Concepts, Volleyball, and English Comp. I, being three of them. I think those three alone total 8 credits, which I need 12 to be an official full time student. I hope Cammie had a great day at work today!!!!! I betcha she's rollin' her eyes as she's readin' this... haha lol!!

2004-04-10T13:29:00.000-04:00

Hello! It's about 1pm on the Saturday before Easter...Don't have to work tomorrow!!! duh..cuz we're closed...No Wal-Mart for you! wow, I'm hyper, the surprising thing is I just woke up 10 minutes ago!! HA! Anyways, I worked last night from 3-12, that was a lovely shift...after work I went to Cammies to watch some Movies with her, Chris and Aleisha(forgive me I don't know how to spell her name). We watched "Willard" that dude with the attack rats, and "8mm", all I gotta say about that is that there are some messed up peeps in the world....yeeeeaaaahhhhhh.....anyways, left Cammie's at about 4:30am and came home and ended up going to bed at around 6am, and I just woke up....wow, interesting. and I gotta work at 5 pm-12 tonight...

2004-04-06T18:54:00.000-04:00

Man, It sux when your sick!! My sinuses are all plugged up, my nose keeps running and if I don't blow it my ears get all plugged and start to ache. And then the pressure builds up and your entire head feels like a lump of crap. Thank God I don't have to work today!! I don't think I would have been able to make it...Anywho, I didn't go to class this morning neither did I go to class tonight, which is another reason why it sux to be sick. My asthma kicked in at the same time my sinuses started plugging. Oh the joys of season changes!!! I just discovered that new Schick intuition razor for woman...I think I'm in love! No mess, no bleeding, no razor burn...I think I'm giving you all the info that you probably don't want to know..so anywho, I should go now, all this free time is giving me too much computer time. It;s not good for my eyes, Later Days...

2004-04-06T00:38:00.000-04:00

Hello!!! I haven't posted in a while..it almost seems like forever. Anyways, I just found out today that one of my best friends won't be able to come on our trip to Florida to visit our friend, Bill. That really really really really really sucks big giant butt...but, on the other hand, he loves his job and that's really all that matters. It's very hard to find a job that you love these days, so I'm extremely happy for him. On the other hand, again, I really wanted him to come, with us. I know, I'm selfish. Any who, I saw the lady from the travel agency today at work where I bought my plane ticket last time. She actually recognized me instead of me recognizing her. I don't know how busy her travel agency is, but that is extremely rare to have her recognize me...I wonder if it's a sign. It seems very odd since I bought my ticket in the beginning of last August. Crazzay. I'll try to keep up on my posts, I'm really busy lately, considering I have a part time job, plus I am a full time college student at the end of a semester with three final projects to put together. One is a 5 minute speech in front of my entire Earth Science class. I've revised my speech so If you read it the first time I posted it, yeah...It's different so I'll post it later...but, for now. I have to go to bed I have a Political Science class at 9:30am tomorrow er today... Bye Now!!!!

2004-04-02T23:29:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!! It is now 11:30pm here in Michigan, and I'm really tired. I feel a lot better than I did yesterday, for some reason things are starting to clear up in my family. My dad is actually going to fix my car tomorrow morning. I guess the muffler's blown out because my car create a lot of back pressure, er something like that...you can tell I'm not a car wiz. My mom asked me what was wrong with it and I told her it sounded like a race car, and it shouldn't, mind you I drive a 1995 Ford Escort. So, anyway my dad overheard and he aske me if he could take a look at it, and I said "Whatever helps." Exact words. So yah...my new computer is workng out great for me I like it a lot. If I like it anymore I would marry it, but since that's not feasable I guess I'll just leave my love for it where it's at. That's it for today or tonight I should say..The time is now 11:36 and I say to you "Good Night"

2004-04-01T12:06:00.000-05:00

I'm feeling very sad today even though it's sunny out, so I don't feel like writing much today, problems within my family have become too much and for know I don't think I'll be expressing myself as much as before..Just hope that everything will be alright and that I'll be back to my normal self really soon.

2004-03-31T09:54:00.000-05:00

Good Morining!! I'm typing to everyone from my laptop!! The poor thing I put it htrought he wringer yesterday night to get it customized..I went to bed at 2am and started customizing at 10:30pm This thing has a battery life of about 5 hours!!! can you believe it!!!Anywhoo, I gots ta go ta school at 11:00am and I do not have to work until 7 tonight at least I get a little break right?

2004-03-30T18:25:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!! I know I already posted this morning but I felt the need to post again...yay!! Anyways, I'm in the computer lab at my college and I just checked my tracking number...that I just reveived yesterday..oh well...my laptop has been delivered to my house! I repeat..it has been delivered!! I haven't seen it yet because I've been at work all day and know I have to go to my Macromedia class in about 32 minutes, so there's no sense in driving all the way home... so I'll be able to see it tonight at around 10:30ish...gotta jet.

2004-03-30T10:24:00.000-05:00

Today is going to be a mildley hectic day for me..I just got home about 15 minutes ago from my Political Science class, I had an exam today. It was fairly easy, so I finished it in just under 30 minutes. I have to work today from 12pm-5pm...and while we're speaking of work, yesterday night was my first night working at the Service Desk by myself, so that was little nerve wrecking...plus at around 11:30 last night (I remember the time because I kept saying to myself "Isn't it time to go yet?") This 40 year old, nasty a** guy with a cowboy hat, reminds me of Rob Zombie started hitting on me using a reference to Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen on how he wish he could get a couple of young girls like them as wives, yes I said a couple, and that he saw nothing wrong with that....Why the hell do all the weirdos hit on me!!!!! Do I project some kind of magnetic aura that draws them to me?? oh well.....Hopefully my Notebook should be here pretty soon...

2004-03-29T17:09:00.000-05:00

I just checked the DELL website and my laptop should be here tomorrow!!!! YAY! I'm soooooo excited!!! Anywhooooo, I had Earth Science class this morning...Hooray for Geologic Time! yeah right :( I have to work tonight from 6-12, once again, not too bad of a shift. The only thing that sux is that my shift ends at 12am and I have a Poltitical Science Test tomorrow at 9:30 in the morning, then go back to work at 12pm again until 5pm then go to school until 10:00pm then come home!! Wow, when i step back and think about....Damn! I'm busy!!!

2004-03-28T11:32:00.000-05:00

Today it's really gloomy, but warm here in Michigan, the Weather Channel said that it was supposed to be partly sunny, oh well, maybe it'll look better out later in the day. I know tonight we are supposed to have thunderstorms. I have to work tonight from 7-12pm, not too bad of a shift, only 5 hours. I just checked the status on my laptop and it's still on it's way to UPS, no tracking number yet, though....I'd like to extend a thank you to "unthinkable1", who sent me a wonderful comment this morning. It's really cool to know that people who you have no clue who they are can see what my life is like in this stage of being a young adult and be able to comment and give their advice...So thanks again "unthinkable1"!!! And wow, if that wasn't a run-on sentance I don't know what is!!! Congrats to Cammie on her duet... as I understand she got a 2 and a chance to compete on the State Level!!! Congratulations Cammie!!!!!! (and I hope your garage is okay!)

2004-03-27T11:50:00.000-05:00

Today is going to be a good day, I don't have to work to day nor do I have school which I'm ecstatic over! haha!!! I don't feel sleepy today like I normally do, which is good, because I'm awake...duh....Anywho, It's sunny and warm outside compared to our wintery weather, and that makes me very happy because I'm an out-doorsey sort of person. Plus..as I mentioned earlier my laptop is coming in the mail!!! Yay! Bye bye now!

2004-03-27T00:10:00.000-05:00

Guess What....I just checked the Dell website and my notebook is in transit!!! Yay!! It's coming! Woo hoo!! I'm excited, can ya tell?

2004-03-26T12:11:00.000-05:00

Oh! and one more thing....leave me a comment below my tagboard and my Imood indicator!! I just got that up a few minutes ago!!! Thanx! Bye Neow!

2004-03-26T11:46:00.000-05:00

So, I just went to the Dell website and my laptop is still in production, meaning they're building it... My sister ordered one too and hers is already on the way...All I really know is that by next Friday I'm gonna be chillin' in the big-a** cozy chair in my living room and surfin' the net, maybe even be posting or sprucing up the site. Well, I have to work today 12:45-8:45 not too bad of a shift since it's gloomy and raining outside..It's supposed to be like this all day which doesn't make it to be too bad of a day to waste...I added an "Imood" indicator below the tagboard yesterday, just to give a little a sense of what I'm feeling like currently, although it won't be set again until tonight when I get home....Off to work I go...March, March, March...

2004-03-25T12:02:00.000-05:00

Hi! it's warm here today in Michigan, suprisingly, I was thrilled that I did not have to wear a coat today...Hopefully winter does not give us another blast but I wouldn't be surprised if it did. I had my ultra-boring Political Science Class this morning, yippee!!! I just got home about 30 minutes ago and, surprise! surprise! I don't have to work today!!! Yay!! Once again my father has been giving my mother the silent treatment, for what I don't know..Whatever makes her happy makes him miserable so he feels he has to punish her for being happy. Not a very good situation. My dad's just a round-a-bout a**hole. Hopefully it stays sunny like it is right now....The warm weather has brightened my spirits today, considering other things...Looking forward to writing later...bye!

2004-03-24T09:37:00.000-05:00

Good Morning! I have to go to school this morning from 11:00-12:30 then I have work from I think 5-12 tonight, so at least I get a little bit of a break in between. I hope you guys like the new tagboard, tommy boy helped me put it up. I think it's really cool, so write me something! Bye now!

2004-03-23T21:08:00.000-05:00

Good Evening! I'm just chillin' after a very hectic day eating my Cheez-It's and all is good...Oh and did I mention...I BOUGHT A LAPTOP TODAY!!!!!! I'm sooooo excited because I have been wanting one for the longest time! Now we won't be bored on the plane ride to Florida, now will we? Have a good night!
Oh!! And for those of you who live in southeastern Michigan, I Hope You Enjoyed The Good Weather! I was stuck at work :( oh well, g'night!

2004-03-22T18:32:00.000-05:00

okay...More good news for today! I don't even have to do my speech this coming Wednesday!!! I know it would be a lot better if I just got it over with, but....I signed up for a day to present which I thought was Wednesday, but it isn't. I need a planner or organizer so I can remember when everything is!!! Oh! and one more thing...Just to explain the reason why I chose this picture for the few who are reading this...I used to work at KFC so this makes sense!! Enjoy the new template! Later...

2004-03-22T09:34:00.000-05:00

Good Morning! I'm feeling really good today, surprisingly. Probably because when I woke up I didn't see or hear my dad. He works different shifts depending on the week. This week, he's working the "Day Shift", meaning he will be gone all day until 4:30, and I will be gone around that time anyway, and he goes to bed early so I come home after he goes to bed at around 9:30pm. Oh Yeah, feelin' good, won't have to deal with him... I have my Earth Science class today, but thank the lord I'm not giving the speech, yet...that's on Wednesday. I don't have to work today!!!! YAY!

2004-03-22T00:42:00.000-05:00

YAY!!!! I just finished writing my speech for my Earth Science class!!! Of course there will be a PowerPoint Presentation with it as well with some cool pics, I'll try to get that up to if I can, but for now.... ENJOY MY SPEECH!!!!
My Speech!

2004-03-21T09:21:00.000-05:00

Today is probably going to be another long day considering that I have to work a 9 hour shift which really does take up the entire day 10:30am-7:30pm...Oh well, at least on Sundays I get paid an extra dollar per hour which makes my pay today:$8.23/hour. My dad is actually talking to my mom again and I want to punch him for it. Now that things are "ALL BETTER" I'm expected to act like nothing every happened every time the a**hole does this. You know things are bad when your trying to convince your mother to divorce your birth father, because I'm tired of all of his stupid - Nazi mind games, I just can't wait to move to Florida. Everybody thinks I'm trying to do this on a whim when all I'm trying to do is lead a better life WITHOUT my dad. I hope those of you who are reading this will have a better day than I will.

2004-03-20T11:53:00.000-05:00

Today is going to be a long day considering that my html editor is not working for me anymore and none of my links work until I can get the editor working again. I planned on adding links, but, oh well...Anywho, I have to work today...yippee! yeah right... I have a 7 1/2 hour shift today which sux because it takes up the entire day from 1:15 - 8:30. Oh well..I guess I'll have to get used to it, I'm young and have a lot more work to do. Oh yeah, and for those of you who know me that are reading this, my dad is still being a Royal you-know-what...Later.

2004-03-19T16:40:00.000-05:00

Hello Everybody! I am excited to announce the Grand Opening of My Very Own BLOG!!! Here I will be able to express my issues with all of you lucky people! I have so much to say and a day at a time to say it! So here it goes....